?

Log in

Previous Entry | Next Entry

Aug. 31st, 2012

Sometimes, things happen for absolutely no good reason. And somethings things happen which are so big and so terrible that they just stop you in your tracks.

I'm not allowed to share any details of this yet, I should be able to give out details in a couple weeks, but I'm not sure. But something big has happened. Something bad. Something that has totally rocked my world, just when things were finally falling into place for me. Just when the future looked good and we were making plans and we were going to have a real life together. And now, this.

I've always been the eternal optimist. I can see the bright side in most situations and I usually steadfastly insist that things are going to turn out okay. But this? I don't know how we're going to deal with this. I honestly cannot see any way out of this. I can't see one single way that our plans for the future can carry on.

I'm really, really scared. And that's hard because I need to be strong, now. I need to keep it together and just keep going. And I'm not sure how anymore.

Profile

hum - cat haiku
dragonrider7
Entitlement bitches need not apply

Latest Month

January 2013
S M T W T F S
  12345
6789101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
2728293031  
Powered by LiveJournal.com